I lost a friend..I laugh and smile.I joke alot.I try to live everyday with a positive outlook.Negativity rarely heavily burdens me.But once in a while sadness hits me hard.I deceived a friend.A once friend..And years later, I feel like that deceit affected my once friend..And I feel so horrible.Sometimes on the verge of tears..I'll never be able to get back my once friend..Simply because I wasn't true to myself..And in turn, I wasn't true to him..
Sta.sh
