I laugh and smile.
I joke alot.
I try to live everyday with a positive outlook.
Negativity rarely heavily burdens me.
But once in a while sadness hits me hard.
I deceived a friend.
A once friend..
And years later, I feel like that deceit affected my once friend..
And I feel so horrible.
Sometimes on the verge of tears..
I'll never be able to get back my once friend..
Simply because I wasn't true to myself..
And in turn, I wasn't true to him..